WHY???

Tears come down from my eyes

Suddenly my eyes have learnt to cry

I haven’t cried for long

As if I had forgotten ‘how to cry?’

Life was just like clear clouds on the sky

Passing by swiftly not bothering to stop

But then why after such a long time am I crying?

Why????

Is it because I just want to cry or

Or there’s some other reason

But then I never did anything without any reason

Then how can I cry without any reason?

There must be some reason

But if there’s some, what difference does it make?

Will I, then cry no more?

Is it because I’m sad?

But then y am I sad?

I haven’t been sad for long

Then why today?

There must be some reason

Is it because someone hurt me?

But then everyone hurts me

So why shall I cry?

Or is it because……..

Because life’s like this

But then it wasn’t like this before

Then why is it like this now?

May be because I wasn’t living a life before

But then what was I living?

Or is that I have suddenly realised the meaning of life

But if I have, then why is it like this?

Is it just me or everyone is crying?

I don’t see anyone crying

But life must be same for everyone

Then others must be crying as well

I can’t see them; but others can’t see me as well

So why is everyone crying?

Why am I crying?

There must be some reason

Have I lost something?

But then I didn’t had anything

So what have I lost?

Lost ‘someone’?

But then I have lost others as well

Then why am I crying for that ‘someone’?

When I haven’t cried for anyone else

Might be because that ‘someone’ was special for me

But why was that ‘someone’ special for me?

Why is not everyone special for me?

Might be because everyone is different from others

But then why just that ‘someone’?

Might be because I liked that ‘someone’

Why did I liked that ‘someone’?

Why not someone else?

There must be some reason

But why should there be some reason for everything?

Why?

But then I knew that everyone has to leave

So why am I crying now?

Because I didn’t expected that ‘someone’ to leave me

Why?

But, will I die without that ‘someone’?

No, Yes, No…..

No one dies for anyone

Will I get that ‘someone’ back by crying?

No?

Then why am I crying?

Reason? No….

Oh God! Why did u did this to me?

Why me? Why me???

But why am I blaming God for this?

Might be because I have no one else to blame

But what will I get from blaming?

Nothing…then why blame?

Reason? No....

But why am I asking from God now?

When I never asked Him before

Might be because now I believe in God

But then didn’t I believed in God before?

Why did I lost that ‘someone’?

Why not someone else?

Might be because, God wanted me to ask Him

Might be, because He wanted me to come closer to Him

Might be, because He wanted me to pray from Him

Might be because ……….

Can be any reason

Why have I stopped crying?

Why my tears are not coming down?

Why am I not blaming any one now?

Why ???

Reason?

Yes, now I know the reason

Because now I believe in God

Now I believe that he doesn’t make those cry who believe in Him

I believe what he did is better for me

At last I know the ‘reason’